It does matter

How it is that one person can change everything? Your thinking, your mood, your attitude and even your decisions that may or may not put you in life or death situation, and what is actually I’m trying to say here? Maybe is something that got to do with unsatisfied feelings or it is about really it.

How do you feel being around a person who is a party pooper? Or shall I say a person whom drags down happy, cheerful mood to the ground.

I  for once really dislike this type of people. Maybe because I’m the type of person who like to be in happy, cheerful mood, who does not right? Maybe an emo person would disagree with my statement. But hey, people have their own opinion and so do I.

Being sad I one thing. Being said and effecting people around you by showing your mood that you are sad or dissatisfied is something else. I truly believe that when you are sad, you should not show people that your grieving because by showing that you are sad, people around you will be sad too because they are worried and sad because of you and thus, all mood will be down and atmosphere will be awkward and heavy.   

Sometimes, we can be sick and tired because of work and stuff but that does not mean that you have the right to complain that you do not want to do it and let other people do your work. The next person, who you appoint to do your work, maybe is more tired and sick than you do but that person decided, not to show it because that person knows and understand more than you that if feelings are shown, more hearts will broken. Sacrifices must be made to gain certain balances in life, is which sacrifice you want to make to make a difference in a person life.

 

Maybe I’m wrong and maybe I’m right, but who knows. A friend once told me that I am too idealistic, that I live in an idealistic world, in terms that I act or practice of envisioning things in an ideal form. Even if I do envision things in an ideal form, I didn’t force people to follow my vision instead I let them choose which ever they choose to believe. In a sense, maybe I envision thing in an ideal way so I can have some sort of a guide line that I can follow.

Truth be told here, I am sick and tired of patty complain and selfishness. I know I do it sometimes, but at least I recognize my fault, and try to do something about it. Instead of recognizing it, knows that it is a bad thing to do but still refuse to see your own fault and still believe that you are right even though you know so much that you are wrong, it is just that you wouldn’t want to admit it. Some say it is pride, but I say it is true.

 

Creating a balance is hard and I know that. One thing for sure, I know that I am your balance but it would be nice sometimes if you can pick up those little stones that have fallen on the ground and put it back on my shoulder so I don’t have to bend my already painful, tired, bended knees to pick up those stones while carrying my stones as well as your stones on my back. I could use a little hand sometimes so I can keep on walking forward for your sake as well as mine.